I have decided
that this weekend
I want to focus on color.
There are amazing, beautiful, vibrant colors all around me
and sometimes I just walk right on by them
without noticing or admiring like I should.
So today I decided to notice.
This weekend I will take my camera with me wherever I may go
and I will try to capture
some of the lovely colors that surround me.
part of my motivation for this little bit of focus on the good around me is that I can always kind of feel when another low or dark time is coming a little before it actually hits. I can feel it coming now and I am trying hard to find good things to focus on in an effort to soften the blow a little bit.
I have realized that in life in general I tend to hold on to things for a little too long. With some things there is a period of time where something is good for you, and then a time when it needs to at lest start to be over (or change significantly), and I generally wait an extra 3-6 (slightly painful) months after that moment before I let go to whatever point is necessary. I need to learn to let go when the time is right.