I have felt an ache.
like something that doesn't quite fit.
and I don't.
its like I no longer belong in this life that I have here.
Its time to move on,
but its not yet time to go.
But already ties are beginning to be cut.
And once that
sometimes painful process
its best to finish it as quickly as possible.
So I will not fight it.
I will embrace the next stage.
I will work on it.
Try to ensure that my future is what I want it to be.
and I will use this time of in between that I have left here