Today I am feeling slightly beat up.
I am now very aware of the fact that I am a strange mix between a crazy optimist who always expects the very best and one who tends to think that every little negative thing that happens or hope that doesn’t quite materialize means the world is going to end. And let me tell you I think it has made some things harder for me then they needed to be.
BUT I also have recently realized that there are some good things about it too,
and it is just a part of who I am
and it’s time I just embrace it and try to see it as a good thing.
And it is often times a good thing.
Anyway, now I am off to carry on and hope for the best :)