It occurred to me last night and this morning
that sometimes when I am creating or even just
trying to see something in my own odd way
just below my surface I am secretly longing to make
something that others will approve of.
Sometimes I want to make something that
other people will like.
While there is nothing inherently wrong with that I have realized that sometimes what I need is just to see the world trough my very own eyes and just do or make or see what I like, what will please ME, not what I am hoping will please everyone else.
So today I played a little
game of ignoring the little voice
in my head
and instead I took lots and lots of photos
of whatever struck my fancy.
I tried to notice and see
what was around me-
it was delightful.