the sensation of leaving

Lately its like every day brings

some slightly new sensation.

Some experience or feeling

that I haven't had before.

Its not unbearable.

Its not something that cant be handled.

But it is surprising.

Occasionally today
out of the blue
I keep finding myself getting teary.
I am in the process of saying goodbye
to a lot of things that I loved
(and didn't love)
and grew attached to.
I'm ok.
I'm just a bit emotional.

And I am enjoying the rain

and thunder and lightning,

its a small break after 85 degree days.

I am going to miss all of it.
Him and here.
I do already.