Thursday, December 3, 2009

odd odd odd

This has been a really weird week .
Full of disillusionment and some good times and some disappointing ones.
Sometimes time goes way to fast.
Sometimes there are so many things I want to do I wonder how I will ever get to all of them
and sometimes I can’t think of one thing I want to do besides take a nap.

I am feeling just the littlest bit broken,
but not yet completely unable to go on.

Just a little worn out from the effort.
and perhaps done putting my effort into things that don’t seem to go anywhere.

Perhaps that just means I am learning or getting smarter.
Perhaps not.
I never was one who was very good at knowing when to walk away.

I also think that leaving the house in the dark
and coming home in the dark are getting to me.
I miss the daylight.
This weekend when I am finally not chained to a desk all day
I will be sure to spend lots of time outside in the sunshine,
regardless of how cold it may be.

here's to effort and going out to lunch with the girls...

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